A Little Prayer

my two nieces and three nephews..

2011-08-11T04:28:00.000-07:00

April Sleepover in Dago

May Situ Lembang Excursion

June Hangout Drama
Starring Keisha and Azka

Featuring Ayizz

EuRail.com

2011-05-23T14:39:00.000-07:00

The Bridge of Sigh - Cambridge from Wawa's Lomo

I found eurail.com website last night, and it gives a handful of information for making a trip by train in Europe. Access in this website is so fast and has a costumer friendly design, that make it easily to use. They also offer several different type of Train passes (for a fee - around 300-1000 USD), that could be use for international visitor to travel in more than 17 European countries. It allows the tourist to have unlimited travel around Europe with train (high speed train like "Thalys", "ICE", or "Eurostar", need addtional fee around 6.5 to 100 euro) for certain days (from 3 days to 3 months), isn't that great??

check out your self: www.eurail.com
and enjoy your trip in europe

I missed April

2011-05-20T17:33:00.000-07:00

May almost over... and I haven't write anything since April..

I've been in my hometown this past month..
i should go back to Manchester next week but i don't think i could make it in time.

I have this compulsion of delaying my work, and put my self on the edge of trouble.

I wonder if there is any medication for this kind of behaviour..

Dear the all mighty, please help me!

3 shots from February

2011-03-20T01:58:00.000-07:00

Morcambe Pier

First Bloomer on Spring 2011 - Bourham Rd

Lancaster Canal - Hest Bank

Sincerely,
L

The Invention of Lying

2011-03-10T07:44:00.000-08:00

I was trying to write a comment under the invention of lying the movie.
but i failed. I have written quite much. i hate to rewrite it again.
Nevertheless here i am trying to rewrite what's on my mind about that movie for the second time.

If you haven't watch that movie, you probably wouldn't understand all of it.

The Invention of lying the movie is reflecting a secular idea. The message they want to share to the world is that God doesn't exist, that Jesus or any other prophets (there's a scene in this film the male lead role (they made him) obviously looked like Jesus) are just people who are lying about talking to God and there's no such thing as the life after death.

To be fair, no one really knows what do they have to face after their death. Even someone who said that we are all just going to be soil fertiliser after we are dead. They do not know it for sure, it is just their opinion, because they are still alive (at least when they made the statement) not dead yet, and they cannot prove their opinion. not even science.

Science is invented by human being, it is still growing. They are trying to understand how the universe worked and also creating things, that could be helpful for human, and "the rest of the world" (green peace people). some scientists admit that the nature inspire them. like how the camera maker trying to refine their camera's result through learning on how our eyeballs worked. How complex is this natural eyes work, they have to study it for decades or even centuries, and yet they haven't created a camera that work as good as our eyes.

not too mention millions other living creature from an unseen flu virus to a giant whale inside the ocean and all other "natural" things in this universe, billions of stars in the sky or the grass in the field.

how do they get there?? they were here before the modern science we believe so much is invented.

well, the evolutionist might answer it with, it's all happening by chances.

however, when you think about it, is it possible if i throw cables, plastic, aluminium and all other material together to make a computer (for instance) at some point by chances i will make a computer, or try something as simple as spectacles, if i throw lenses, and wires all together, do you think if i throw it over an over, at some point "by chances" i will make a spectacles. i will broke it after several attempts i guess..

it surely won't, never ever, not even in a million years.

please, do think about it.

L

remember it's from billions of years ago and everyone will die sooner or later

The Battle

2011-02-20T09:39:00.000-08:00

In life, obstacles often appear when we want to reach our goals. These obstacles could come from out side or in side an individual. The ability to endure and sustain while fighting for our goal is the key to success. What happen to people who don't have those qualities in them? Most of them will stop trying before they reach their goal. They give up! They mightn't realize that they are already closer to their goal, and they could find something that they have been looking for. Is there any special training to pick up these qualities? So that we would be able to have an iron will in our heart, that no mountain to high, or no river to wide, that could stop us from getting what we want.

This might look ambitious to you, but we do need to have this ambition or I'd rather use the term 'iron will' in a moderate way to survive. or else we could be like foams in the ocean, having no sense of direction.

Enriched your knowledge! that's the first step toward endurance. A strong will come from a solid knowledge. If we really know and understand what we want, it could be by knowing all the benefits from what we want, along with that the will is build up. The deeper you know, the stronger it gets.

May the All Mighty give us those qualities and let us find the true happiness in life and the hereafter.

-L-

Patience in Lancaster

2011-02-13T11:22:00.000-08:00

The oxford dictionary explain the word patience as the ability to accept or tolerate delay...
now I am in a place where patience is the only solution for my problem... (this is my blog, so i can write anything i want right?)
oo for crying out loud.. it's so not easy..

it's only been two weeks after that day.. i knew i was going to put my self in trouble.. and why did i do that?? o ya.. it's because of Allah.. or i thought i did.. i have followed my heart after i prayed and made doa.. but where am I now??
i need to learn to listen to my heart carefully.. coz maybe i might have heard it wrong..... Oh The All Mighty.. please help me!

after i went back from NYC on 10th of jan 2011.. i spent most of my time worrying about my projects.. until i finally finished it a day before the deadlines: 18th , 19th, and 24th.. in between those time i managed to enhance my knowledge in Islam and rebuild my eeman by reading some of the article from brother moait.. though some said he's not recommended.. but his words can get me do good stuff for my deen.. so i guess it's still better than nothing..

then on 15th.. i told her about this issue.. she did her job, and looked into it .. and contacted me again a week later.. i said i was busy with school work, so i promised her to give what she wants on tuesday the 25th which is my profile.. i wasn't so sure at that time.. but i did it too.. coz i think if we're not meant to be together then that would be it.. (whilst abandon the other option that might happen)

tadaaa... three days later (on friday the 28th).. another email came.. with his profile in it.... i was in manchester at that time ..at Salford University Engineering building to be exact.... reading that email was like getting a whack on my tummy. ugghh!
i got anxious.. i called her right away.. she tried to calm me down and asked me to pray and make doa to Allah..
I did what she said.. i prayed my first jumat pray there.. and prayed istikarah afterward... and made doa... that got me thinking all day long....... by midnight i found peace on my mind.. and text her about the answer to my pray... she arranged a meeting then we met on sunday afternoon at her house..

btw i was staying in uni dewi's dorm room for 4 days while i was in manchester that week, i arrived on the 27th, went to ashton doing god know what.. hehehe then to uni's place around 9 pm. The next day we went shopping in arndale, and on sat the 29th i went crazy on my own again.. coz she couldn't handle the way i did my things.. well these feet and mind is well trained since i was a little girl...astagfirullah...

back to sunday meeting (on the 30th).. at first there were a lot of silent moments.. but then as the situation got warmer.. i became more comfortable to talk and express my self. it didn't end until late, so many things we had to talk about that made us had to stay over night... this beautiful girl, let me stay in her room.. thanks sweetie...

monday morning came (31st) I went back to lancaster with this new possibilities for my life... I talked to my mom about it..
i made a lot of doa and prays.. until it's all clear on friday february 4th..

I was looking forward to live in US after this master's course is finished but now i've changed... meeting this new person has changed me..

however those (1 supervised meeting, and 1 supervised phone call, 2 times unsupervised chatting, and supervised series of email) are as far as we can go for now.. my father wont marry me until i finish my study.. o thee father.. if only you can see how your little girl is not so little anymore. . that she need him to complete what's missing in her life.

now she need to suck it all in and continue her study.. one deadline on wednesday the 16th
monday the 14th the dissertation proposal need to be done..
but instead of working on it, i wrote this ( writing here is helping her to deal with all these problems... how can it be possible? that is just her thing)

different topics:
I am still waiting for my railcard to come.. i've been travelling to manchester 3 times (jan 15th, 27th and feb 12th) without railcard and waste good amount of money.. i sent out the application on feb 4th.. i hope it'll arrived soon

I opened another bank account on jan 21st.. for insurance, international student ID and rail card..

dear my self,
hey don't judge me, at least i wrote again this month, i tried as detail as i could and it's not as bad as last year..
keep in touch fiiuuhh

L

4,5,6 Jan 2011

2011-01-06T20:45:00.000-08:00

I've been struggling hard with my homework lately (tapi boong!)
didnt go anywhere this past 3 days... only home..

but the interesting parts are the food..

day 4th my uncle made soufflé for breakfast... with creamy sauce.. yummy
day 5th he cooked fish fillet with thousand island sauce and shabu-shabu soup with shrimp ball.. you can't imagine how good it was.. seriously..
day 6th a.k.a today he made pancake.. with butter and egg

well it feels like living in 5 star hotel...

thanks om..

sincerely,
L

Central Park's View of the City on NYE 2011

2011-01-03T23:40:00.000-08:00

wooo... its January 2011 already..

2011-01-03T23:18:00.000-08:00

i have to mention that i met a great teacher on th 1st of January.. he has a mission to build a strong muslim generation.. we call him brother moait.. check out his website: www.noora1.com find out more about him and his mission.. it might change your perspective about life in general.. my uncle took his children there and i tag along.. it turned out great!!

then on 2nd of january.. i spent all day in my Uncle's apt in NYC.. my cousin is there too.. we have a great time.. he's an abstract painter.. cool isnt it?

then on 3rd day of this year i went back to my teacher's house.. he tried to clean my mind from all the corrupted knowledge ...
well i hope it last forever.. he gave me some homework too..

anyway I'll try as hard as I can to keep my days in 2011 recorded here..
wish me luck!

Various Trip from January to June

2010-08-28T03:47:00.000-07:00

....... Warwick Castle's Garden in January 2010 .........

.........Stratford upon Avon - Shakespeare's Grave........

.... Stratford upon Avon - Shakespeare's Birth House.....

These were my first excursion in UK and my 4th day in Cambridge. I still had an incomplete information about the public transportation schedule and the street in Cambridge that day. I had to walk for 1 and half hours from my host family house to school, because I had no idea that there is no bus working on Sunday before 9.10 am and I had to be in school at 8.30 am. They almost left me behind. Thanks to Jane and Patricia, it didn't happen.

At first, We were going to visit Oxford, but the school, who organised this trip, changed it. I heard several vague excuses, it is either snow stormed in Oxford or the Oxford tour guide was in an accident and got a broken leg. I had no idea about those two places, when we headed from school, but it turned out great. I was playing snow ball fight there (my first experienced!) Thanks God The All Mighty. Lol

........Manchester - Old Trafford .........

On the following week I visited my relative in Manchester. I felt grateful because My roommate Jessica from China and my class mate Anne-sophie from France want to tag along with me... the more the merrier right?

.......London - Buckingham Palace.......

That was the second time I visited London in my whole life. I guess it was pretty much the same as 6 years ago. Fikri, Joaquin and I were there to explore university in London. However, in the end none of us chose to study in London, beside its pricey living cost, it was just too crowded.

..............Norwich Castle...............

It was an unplanned visit to Norwich. I got left behind for real this time, sadly because less than a minute late. They left me and Fikri in University of East Anglia (UEA -- near Norwich) after UEA International Open Day. I was showing Fikri Islamic society room a.k.a Masjid. He was in the toilet when the rest of Muslim students went there. Therefor we needed to take the train back to Cambridge from Norwich Station. However, I feel glad because if they hadn't left us, I might have never visited Norwich. LOL

........London - Russel Square on February 2010..........

There is a story behind this photograph. This was the third time I went to London. I was wandering London all alone, until I get lost, and found this park. I decided to sit there for a while. Whilst i was there, I saw a father and daughter scene that made me cry a tear or two. LOL yea.. so this girl went in to the pond while her father had told her not too. but she ignored her father and run toward the fountain and went in anyway. Then his father strongly told her that what she did is bad, it was cold that day (and she made her feet wet) she could've got sick. that's when she went away again from her father, and cried on that bench.
Her father just stared at her for a while, until couple minutes later, he approached her and hold her in his arms.

It was a Father and a daughter moment that made me cried. hiks

......Edinburgh View from Calton Hill on March 2010.......

...........Edinburgh - Hollyrood Abbey............

Three days trip to Edinburgh with my school mates. What an amazing escapade!!! Staying in youth hostel with other young traveller from all over the world. It doesn't matter even though I need to share bedroom and washroom with 14 other people. More over, they also have sharing kitchen, with modern kitchen set. On the first night there, the wind blew so hard it broke my digicam.

...............London-Trafalgar Square April 2010......

This was my forth time in London. I was with le' Devi and le' Adi. This time I went there to do self registration at Indonesian embassy. It is important for Indonesian citizen in UK to register them self, in case they encounter any problem including legal problem while we were there.

.............................Nottingham.................................

Meeting my college friend from Padjadjaran Uni at Nottingham "Diah" and then we were attending Kibar Spring gathering

........................Ely-Peacock Tea Room............................

.................Cambridge-St.John College..................

It was jogging time around the historic college of Cambridge University

.............Cambridge-Fitzwilliam Museum May 2010.............

...................London-Tower Bridge..................

I was taking the new Indonesian student around the city of London... but then Mapa and Joaquin want to Join us.. I was the photographer for that picture

........ London-Heathrow Tube June 2010............

A Journey home with my best friends, they just took me to Heathrow airport though not to Jakarta.
Thanks guys

Love
L

The Cambridge Story

2010-07-27T04:29:00.000-07:00

The moment i have long for my whole life... standing in a snowy road... it was so cold at that time but i was too exited to feel it since it was also my first snow shower experienced... Subhanallah.. one of my dream came true..

Cambridge welcomed me and Jane with snow, our taxi driver said that it hadn't been snow for days, but last night it snowed again. It was like they understand me... :p

This was a winter scenery picture in front of 37 Akeman Street, my home for the past 5 months. In that house I met Jessica Yan Zhang and Daniela Hurtado then become quite close to them. Mr and Ms Miah was a kind host, they are Muslim, an immigrant family from Bangladesh. Aunty Nessa (the grandma) and their kids: Anisa and Rahaj are living there as well. In conclusion, I feel so lucky to be able to live with them. The house is tidy, the food was good and tasty (even though it was different from Indonesian food, i still got to meet rice everyday) and the roommate is so nice.

The Greatest Gift

2010-07-14T06:53:00.000-07:00

After more than 3 months suffering from broken heart symptoms, I finally realise that this changes is actually one of the greatest gift I ever got in my life. It took me this long to make me look back to my repressed conscience. I ignore them, because of those pseudo happiness that blind me. Perhaps, that was just not the way I was supposed to find a partner for life. However, since we have to try to find the meaning behind every moment of our life, I could use that phase as a training to bounce back after a huge disappointment. It was definitely not simple; a lot of interference like dreams and memories keep weakened the attempt. Then again, I might not fully recover now, but it's just a matter of time until that happen. Furthermore, I pray to the All Mighty, to help me get through all of these mess.

sincerely,

My Life after College

2010-07-13T02:16:00.000-07:00

It's been almost a year after i graduated from college. I feel relieved though, because to finally get my degree from psychology faculty in UNPAD was a bit complicated. Anyhow, several major things have happened this past year. No, it was not involve working, but it was another kind of experiences. These experiences has thought me things where no book nor teacher would able to do it. Well, as I mentioned in my profile description, everything in my life was almost flat, nothing too big nor too interesting, even for me. It doesn't mean that i don't like my life, because i feel grateful, it's just too ordinary, everything was in order before i made a slight detour with my bachelor dissertation (that made me lost a year or two of my life, oh no!). Where was I? oH.. the experiences... if some certain people read this post they must've realised what this is about.

I'll tell you the details on the next posts.

cheers,

how important privacy is for me..

2009-09-26T15:48:00.000-07:00

well.. now that i already return to my family's home
all the freedom i used to had back in Bandung has gone...
and sometimes i miss it:

when people there, actually respect my privacy..
they never barge in to my room nor made me opened the door for them like there was a fire in the house... (non-stop knocking.. arrgghh..)

wait a second...
do i respect others privacy??

-L-

cool picture

2009-04-14T03:44:00.000-07:00

My Brother's (Wino) Family

by: L

Election Day

2009-04-14T03:18:00.000-07:00

April 9th 2009, Indonesian people around the world get to choose their representative in the parliament...

**still not everyone used their right to vote**

some think that this Election is controversial nor they just don't care about who is gonna run the country..

what about u??

note: the picture above was taken on the Election day at TPS 38 South Jakarta

My Latest Possession

2009-04-14T02:27:00.000-07:00

these are the newest things i have:
1st: Japanese green tea from 63, actually it's my dad's but i drink it daily.. it kind a make me feel healthier.. LOL
2nd: Elle tote bag from Elle Magazine April 2009 Edition, i just knew that i should bought that magz when i see this bag as the gift..
3rd: green frog laundry basket from Sasi & Pasha's, April 4th 2009

4th; cherry blossom body splash from bath& body works, Han gave it to me couple weeks ago
5th; violettes de toulouse eau de toilette from L'originale France, T Ayi gave it to me last week
6th; SP sensitive scalp treatment from Wella, i bought it a month ago at Anata Salon..

i knew this posting is a bit weird... still hope u guys enjoy it..

-L-

Beautiful TX

2009-03-21T20:23:00.000-07:00

A couple months ago, i dreamt about going to han's apartment in Houston, TX with her sister nisa. Han was sick when we got there. n i met my middle school friend Sansha there (at han's apartment) it's kind a weird though..
anyhow, while we were excitingly planning to explore the city and one of the college there, han was packing her clothes, and getting ready to go back to Indonesia. then i woke up..

Yesterday, i had a similar dream, but this time her apartment was different, n look more like a house in a country side than an apartment in the city.. the view from the terrace is so beautiful, all the trees and the roof was covered in snow... it's winter time, as far as i know there is no snow in TX.. well it's another weird things from my dream.. as i admiring the view, it's getting even better when the snow start falling again.. i appreciate my recent life but i wish i'll sometime experience that moment in my real life..

-L-

Scared to Death..

2009-03-21T18:42:00.000-07:00

For your information, i exaggerated a little bit the title of this posting, so it might get your attention. =)

well, right at this moment, i do feel anxious..
but i can understand why it happened to me..
i guess I'm worried about my future,will i ever get out of the circle of procrastination??!!
it'll be so hard to get out when u don't have anything matter to motivate u to break the circle.
n i haven't found one now..

this lyric below "the climb" from Miley Cyrus is fit for describing my situation now..

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side…
It’s the climb…

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
The pain I’m knowing
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

-L-

Journal 2008 (+ 2007)

2009-01-06T17:17:00.000-08:00

Well, these are some list of important facts or things that have happened in my life during mid 2007 till the end of 2008 just to remind me (i assume this blog as my journal). So here we go:

July 2007
*Hanifa moved out to College Station, TX with her husband
*Moving to a new house, 2Nd story room in Dago (Bangbayang st. 27B) with my pal from psychology: Ona, Wasil, Niki, Emma, Mirra, Indah, Nisa(she's from other faculty in UNPAD) and Indah's sister. But i kind a hardly ever stayed there (because of the broken bathroom), in fact i used to stayed in Anisah's (my best friend since high school) place in Jatinangor when i have to meet my minithesis counselor.
*Having my "Seminar" in the end of this month, many friends came such as: Hera and Febi as my reviewer, Lusi the one who helped me typing all the question, and other audience such as Nuy, Ona, Betty, Arti and few other - i just can't remember them (Sorry, and thank u i really appreciate you guys)

August 2007
*Get away from my minithesis

September 2007
*Trying to get more information about drug addict in Halmahera and SCWK

October 2007
*Ramadhan Month 1428
*Making a questionnaire for ex-drug addict locus of control

November 2007
*Revised the questionnaire

December 2007
*Revised the questionnaire

January 2008
*tried out the questionnaire in "Rumah Palma" Cimahi West Java

February 2008
*Data gathering in Jakarta (SCWK and Halmahera House)

March 2008
*Continuing data gathering in SCWK
*Data Analysis
*Keisha Fatiha Anas was born (07.45 am) -- she's my 1st niece

April 2008
* Became a reviewer for Dali's Forum and Betty's Seminar

May 2008
* Hanifa came back from Houston, TX (miss her so much)

June 2008
* Found a perfect gift for mother -- Guy Laroche Leather wallet

July 2008
*Met my new mentor and new friends for the first time in Jakarta.
*Had a reunion with Hanifa, Nuy, Ona & Lusi @ Hanifa's house

August 2008
*had a trip to Batam & Bintan island with my parents, the beach is pretty cool and the food is totally amazing.
*had a crazy trip to Singapore with astrid: walking around the city from 8am till 2 am in the morning. (Her mother, aunty nina was worried sick waiting for us to come home)
*Anisah told me that she became an ambassador for Green Peace International camp & meeting from Indonesia in Madagascar for 2 months. Cool, isn't?? and she was also admitted that she's dating her best friend "Magma" ... ('')

September 2008
* Ramadhan 1429 H
* Itikaf (21st) at Masjid Bea Cukai

October 2008
*Aid El Fitr (1st) at Gegesik House with my parents, Ayiz, Teh ayi & A Lano unfortunately Teh Lian, Ka Cahyo, Mas Wino & Ka Meyni couldn't came
* Mba Wella's and Mas Novi Wedding day (11th)

November 2008
* Had a reunion with Shita and Pipit at Grand Indonesia
* Ka Ina and Mas Dimas Wedding day (22st)
* went to Kidzania with Ayiz, A Lano, and Teh Ayi (23nd)

December 2008
* Sasha and Mba Ika visit Jakarta
* Eid Al Adha at Gegesik with Keisha, Ka Meyni, Mas Wino and of course also with mom and dad
* Spent 5 days at Tosiga taking care of Ayiz
* Azka Aqila Anas was born (12th, 07.30 am)
* Keisha visited Azka and Ayiz at Tosiga, here's some picture from that day:

*KEISHA AND AYIZ*

#KEISHA AND AZKA#

* Going shopping with Mba Ika and Makiko Abe at ITC Kuningan all afternoon after that we hang out at Makiko's apartment in Senayan Square (21st)
* Gloss photo session with Ka Meyni, Keisha and Teh Lian then we have lunch together.. Look how happy Keisha that day...

*Bought a static bike for daddy at Kettler Grand Indonesia with my sister

Another Year Has Fly

2009-01-05T14:27:00.000-08:00

This blog is missed all the things that had happened in 2008 coz now it's already year 2009... Another new year for me but nothing has changed in my little world... still denying the same problem (u know what) up until now... i hate that!! why is it that hard for me to get through it??

Everyone i know is growing up..
1st my brother "Lano, MBA" just has his 2nd child named "Azka Aqila Anas" on december 12th 2008
2nd my sister "Dr. Lian" just 4 semester away to become an anesthesiologist and expecting a baby too (i'll pray for u sis)
3rd my other brother "Wino, ST" also already has a 10 month old baby girl named "Keisha Fatiha Anas"
My dad and my mom's already have 1 grandson and 2 granddaughter and their business is also getting steady..
One of My best friend "Ona, S.Psi" is already on her way to became a psychologist
my other best friend "Nisa, S.Kom" is busy with her Wedding Organizer Team
"Hanifa" is gaining responsibility as a wife and a mother soon (i hope!)
"Shita, S.E" is busy in her office as a marketing planner for Toyota
"Pipit" one step away to become a dentist
"Lusi and Nuy" keep doing their best works...
even the dentist who took care of me yesterday was my senior in high school name "Drg. Reni"
and many more people i knew, my classmates, my relative are growing up everyday.. (i just can say it all here)

but what have i done all that year?? almost nothing constructive.. I'm in a stagnation phase, but for how long??

Sincerely,

-L-

Le Misserable..

2007-07-29T09:50:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaykum warahmatullah,

i'm speechless..
how can i act like this..
i can't keep my own promise.. (is 2 be more productive in year 2007.. by regularly posting a new idea in this blog!) it's been like 6 months since the last time i posted something here..
very childish and unresponsible.. (judgements about my self)

Today i've learned another lesson ini life...is that you've need to re-new your motivation everyday, for everysingle action u do.. just do it coz of Allah SWT.. that'll help u so much whenever you've to deal with various obstacle in achieving your dream..
actually, i've known about thiz a long long time ago.. i just tasted the benefit of ikhlas by my self.. when i have to faced a difficult situation (that i've never been there before) n make my own decision.. n it has a strong connection to my faith about which one u love more Allah SWT n Rasulullah SAW or someone else..

culture in indonesia now is very different than in rasulullah Muhammad SAW 's time..
boundaries between man n woman is no longer clear.. only a few people know it, and fewer people use it in their daily life..

to be continued..

Meeting All night...

2007-01-06T14:37:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,

My bad... i miss 1 day to write something2 here......
Sorry...
i hope u all would understand me.. coz now i'll explain to u my rationalization reason...
Yesterday hmm.. let say i was having " a lazy moment" .. i spent almost the entire day in my cozy bed... reading books.. comic books .. hehehee... ^_^ coz i just got back home from the hospital at 3 am .. (who was the sick one by the way?) she is one of my friend.. we're just getting to know one another at that night.. i took her to the hospital at 11 pm, after i recieved a phone from some friend.. he told me that someone was sick n need to go to the hospital right away... you might wondering why am i doing that, for someone that i don't even know the name.. .. hhmm.. its called sisterhood... or in arabic called ukhuwah... anyway i'd be very happy if i could do something good to other people//

And last night i had this meeting.. it's for my new project.... i'm joining in child commission for Rumah Bunda Assosiation... Jatinangor..

念願 (nengan- red)... i hope i can be more useful to the society...

this is our 1st meeting, fauliza as the chief of this commision, she was explaining to us about Rumah Bunda Assosiation aims, goals, background and the founders.. in that meeting we're also trying to create the program for child commission for the next 1 year.. it's include finding the form, the purpose.. the target.. and budget..
my other partner in this commission is Febi, Beti, Dali and T Yuyun (??)

to all who read this.. please...
祈りベスト (inori besuto- red) wish us for the best!

戸惑い >... (Tomadoi-- red)

2007-01-04T23:55:00.000-08:00

Help me please...My God...Allah SWT... the al mighty

i felt terribly confused today... i have a lots of things to do.. but don't know where to start..
i have this take home test... writing a popular- scintific article// hhh...
to write an article it's not easy for me..... creating an idea.. find the topic.....
it's almost impossible..

i know this isn't right... but i really felt like a loser, when it comes to this kind of work...

i need Your guidance... Allah .. the most gracious, the most merciful...

Please.....

New Year... New Habbit.. New Resolution

2007-01-04T08:24:00.000-08:00

one of my fav persons in life... hhuhuhu ^-^

A few days ago (dec 23rd 2006) my friend was gettin married... (the one with a blue scarf)..
that pic was taken the night before she got married

For u; Han n Ka Zuher:
"To the lamp of love - may it burn brightest in the darkest hours and never flicker in the winds of trial."

for my self;
to be better everyday.. that what i've always wanted in life... make a constant progress..
startin' from now..
come on girl... i know u can... gambate lanichan.........
write// just write

thats all for today..