My Life after College

It's been almost a year after i graduated from college. I feel relieved though, because to finally get my degree from psychology faculty in UNPAD was a bit complicated. Anyhow, several major things have happened this past year. No, it was not involve working, but it was another kind of experiences. These experiences has thought me things where no book nor teacher would able to do it. Well, as I mentioned in my profile description, everything in my life was almost flat, nothing too big nor too interesting, even for me. It doesn't mean that i don't like my life, because i feel grateful, it's just too ordinary, everything was in order before i made a slight detour with my bachelor dissertation (that made me lost a year or two of my life, oh no!). Where was I? oH.. the experiences... if some certain people read this post they must've realised what this is about.

I'll tell you the details on the next posts.

cheers,

L

how important privacy is for me..

well.. now that i already return to my family's home
all the freedom i used to had back in Bandung has gone...
and sometimes i miss it:

when people there, actually respect my privacy..
they never barge in to my room nor made me opened the door for them like there was a fire in the house... (non-stop knocking.. arrgghh..)

wait a second...
do i respect others privacy??


-L-

cool picture

My Brother's (Wino) Family

by: L

Election Day

April 9th 2009, Indonesian people around the world get to choose their representative in the parliament...

**still not everyone used their right to vote**

some think that this Election is controversial nor they just don't care about who is gonna run the country..


what about u??


note: the picture above was taken on the Election day at TPS 38 South Jakarta

My Latest Possession

these are the newest things i have:
1st: Japanese green tea from 63, actually it's my dad's but i drink it daily.. it kind a make me feel healthier.. LOL
2nd: Elle tote bag from Elle Magazine April 2009 Edition, i just knew that i should bought that magz when i see this bag as the gift..
3rd: green frog laundry basket from Sasi & Pasha's, April 4th 2009




4th; cherry blossom body splash from bath& body works, Han gave it to me couple weeks ago
5th; violettes de toulouse eau de toilette from L'originale France, T Ayi gave it to me last week
6th; SP sensitive scalp treatment from Wella, i bought it a month ago at Anata Salon..

i knew this posting is a bit weird... still hope u guys enjoy it..

-L-

Beautiful TX

A couple months ago, i dreamt about going to han's apartment in Houston, TX with her sister nisa. Han was sick when we got there. n i met my middle school friend Sansha there (at han's apartment) it's kind a weird though..
anyhow, while we were excitingly planning to explore the city and one of the college there, han was packing her clothes, and getting ready to go back to Indonesia. then i woke up..

Yesterday, i had a similar dream, but this time her apartment was different, n look more like a house in a country side than an apartment in the city.. the view from the terrace is so beautiful, all the trees and the roof was covered in snow... it's winter time, as far as i know there is no snow in TX.. well it's another weird things from my dream.. as i admiring the view, it's getting even better when the snow start falling again.. i appreciate my recent life but i wish i'll sometime experience that moment in my real life..


-L-

Scared to Death..

For your information, i exaggerated a little bit the title of this posting, so it might get your attention. =)

well, right at this moment, i do feel anxious..
but i can understand why it happened to me..
i guess I'm worried about my future,will i ever get out of the circle of procrastination??!!
it'll be so hard to get out when u don't have anything matter to motivate u to break the circle.
n i haven't found one now..

this lyric below "the climb" from Miley Cyrus is fit for describing my situation now..

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side…
It’s the climb…

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
The pain I’m knowing
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

-L-