well.. now that i already return to my family's home
all the freedom i used to had back in Bandung has gone...
and sometimes i miss it:
when people there, actually respect my privacy..
they never barge in to my room nor made me opened the door for them like there was a fire in the house... (non-stop knocking.. arrgghh..)
wait a second...
do i respect others privacy??
-L-
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Election Day
April 9th 2009, Indonesian people around the world get to choose their representative in the parliament...
**still not everyone used their right to vote**
some think that this Election is controversial nor they just don't care about who is gonna run the country..
what about u??
note: the picture above was taken on the Election day at TPS 38 South Jakarta
My Latest Possession
these are the newest things i have:1st: Japanese green tea from 63, actually it's my dad's but i drink it daily.. it kind a make me feel healthier.. LOL
2nd: Elle tote bag from Elle Magazine April 2009 Edition, i just knew that i should bought that magz when i see this bag as the gift..
3rd: green frog laundry basket from Sasi & Pasha's, April 4th 2009
4th; cherry blossom body splash from bath& body works, Han gave it to me couple weeks ago
5th; violettes de toulouse eau de toilette from L'originale France, T Ayi gave it to me last week
6th; SP sensitive scalp treatment from Wella, i bought it a month ago at Anata Salon..
i knew this posting is a bit weird... still hope u guys enjoy it..
-L-
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Beautiful TX
A couple months ago, i dreamt about going to han's apartment in Houston, TX with her sister nisa. Han was sick when we got there. n i met my middle school friend Sansha there (at han's apartment) it's kind a weird though..
anyhow, while we were excitingly planning to explore the city and one of the college there, han was packing her clothes, and getting ready to go back to Indonesia. then i woke up..
Yesterday, i had a similar dream, but this time her apartment was different, n look more like a house in a country side than an apartment in the city.. the view from the terrace is so beautiful, all the trees and the roof was covered in snow... it's winter time, as far as i know there is no snow in TX.. well it's another weird things from my dream.. as i admiring the view, it's getting even better when the snow start falling again.. i appreciate my recent life but i wish i'll sometime experience that moment in my real life..
-L-
Scared to Death..
For your information, i exaggerated a little bit the title of this posting, so it might get your attention. =)
well, right at this moment, i do feel anxious..
but i can understand why it happened to me..
i guess I'm worried about my future,will i ever get out of the circle of procrastination??!!
it'll be so hard to get out when u don't have anything matter to motivate u to break the circle.
n i haven't found one now..
this lyric below "the climb" from Miley Cyrus is fit for describing my situation now..
I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side…
It’s the climb…
The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
The pain I’m knowing
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,
-L-
well, right at this moment, i do feel anxious..
but i can understand why it happened to me..
i guess I'm worried about my future,will i ever get out of the circle of procrastination??!!
it'll be so hard to get out when u don't have anything matter to motivate u to break the circle.
n i haven't found one now..
this lyric below "the climb" from Miley Cyrus is fit for describing my situation now..
I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side…
It’s the climb…
The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
The pain I’m knowing
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,
-L-
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Journal 2008 (+ 2007)
Well, these are some list of important facts or things that have happened in my life during mid 2007 till the end of 2008 just to remind me (i assume this blog as my journal). So here we go:
July 2007
*Hanifa moved out to College Station, TX with her husband
*Moving to a new house, 2Nd story room in Dago (Bangbayang st. 27B) with my pal from psychology: Ona, Wasil, Niki, Emma, Mirra, Indah, Nisa(she's from other faculty in UNPAD) and Indah's sister. But i kind a hardly ever stayed there (because of the broken bathroom), in fact i used to stayed in Anisah's (my best friend since high school) place in Jatinangor when i have to meet my minithesis counselor.
*Having my "Seminar" in the end of this month, many friends came such as: Hera and Febi as my reviewer, Lusi the one who helped me typing all the question, and other audience such as Nuy, Ona, Betty, Arti and few other - i just can't remember them (Sorry, and thank u i really appreciate you guys)
August 2007
*Get away from my minithesis
September 2007
*Trying to get more information about drug addict in Halmahera and SCWK
October 2007
*Ramadhan Month 1428
*Making a questionnaire for ex-drug addict locus of control
November 2007
*Revised the questionnaire
December 2007
*Revised the questionnaire
January 2008
*tried out the questionnaire in "Rumah Palma" Cimahi West Java
February 2008
*Data gathering in Jakarta (SCWK and Halmahera House)
March 2008
*Continuing data gathering in SCWK
*Data Analysis
*Keisha Fatiha Anas was born (07.45 am) -- she's my 1st niece
April 2008
* Became a reviewer for Dali's Forum and Betty's Seminar
May 2008
* Hanifa came back from Houston, TX (miss her so much)
June 2008
* Found a perfect gift for mother -- Guy Laroche Leather wallet
July 2008
*Met my new mentor and new friends for the first time in Jakarta.
*Had a reunion with Hanifa, Nuy, Ona & Lusi @ Hanifa's house
August 2008
*had a trip to Batam & Bintan island with my parents, the beach is pretty cool and the food is totally amazing.
*had a crazy trip to Singapore with astrid: walking around the city from 8am till 2 am in the morning. (Her mother, aunty nina was worried sick waiting for us to come home)
*Anisah told me that she became an ambassador for Green Peace International camp & meeting from Indonesia in Madagascar for 2 months. Cool, isn't?? and she was also admitted that she's dating her best friend "Magma" ... ('')
September 2008
* Ramadhan 1429 H
* Itikaf (21st) at Masjid Bea Cukai
October 2008
*Aid El Fitr (1st) at Gegesik House with my parents, Ayiz, Teh ayi & A Lano unfortunately Teh Lian, Ka Cahyo, Mas Wino & Ka Meyni couldn't came
* Mba Wella's and Mas Novi Wedding day (11th)
November 2008
* Had a reunion with Shita and Pipit at Grand Indonesia
* Ka Ina and Mas Dimas Wedding day (22st)
* went to Kidzania with Ayiz, A Lano, and Teh Ayi (23nd)
December 2008
* Sasha and Mba Ika visit Jakarta
* Eid Al Adha at Gegesik with Keisha, Ka Meyni, Mas Wino and of course also with mom and dad
* Spent 5 days at Tosiga taking care of Ayiz
* Azka Aqila Anas was born (12th, 07.30 am)
* Keisha visited Azka and Ayiz at Tosiga, here's some picture from that day:
*KEISHA AND AYIZ*
* Gloss photo session with Ka Meyni, Keisha and Teh Lian then we have lunch together.. Look how happy Keisha that day...
*Bought a static bike for daddy at Kettler Grand Indonesia with my sister
July 2007
*Hanifa moved out to College Station, TX with her husband
*Moving to a new house, 2Nd story room in Dago (Bangbayang st. 27B) with my pal from psychology: Ona, Wasil, Niki, Emma, Mirra, Indah, Nisa(she's from other faculty in UNPAD) and Indah's sister. But i kind a hardly ever stayed there (because of the broken bathroom), in fact i used to stayed in Anisah's (my best friend since high school) place in Jatinangor when i have to meet my minithesis counselor.
*Having my "Seminar" in the end of this month, many friends came such as: Hera and Febi as my reviewer, Lusi the one who helped me typing all the question, and other audience such as Nuy, Ona, Betty, Arti and few other - i just can't remember them (Sorry, and thank u i really appreciate you guys)
August 2007
*Get away from my minithesis
September 2007
*Trying to get more information about drug addict in Halmahera and SCWK
October 2007
*Ramadhan Month 1428
*Making a questionnaire for ex-drug addict locus of control
November 2007
*Revised the questionnaire
December 2007
*Revised the questionnaire
January 2008
*tried out the questionnaire in "Rumah Palma" Cimahi West Java
February 2008
*Data gathering in Jakarta (SCWK and Halmahera House)
March 2008
*Continuing data gathering in SCWK
*Data Analysis
*Keisha Fatiha Anas was born (07.45 am) -- she's my 1st niece
April 2008
* Became a reviewer for Dali's Forum and Betty's Seminar
May 2008
* Hanifa came back from Houston, TX (miss her so much)
June 2008
* Found a perfect gift for mother -- Guy Laroche Leather wallet
July 2008
*Met my new mentor and new friends for the first time in Jakarta.
*Had a reunion with Hanifa, Nuy, Ona & Lusi @ Hanifa's house
August 2008
*had a trip to Batam & Bintan island with my parents, the beach is pretty cool and the food is totally amazing.
*had a crazy trip to Singapore with astrid: walking around the city from 8am till 2 am in the morning. (Her mother, aunty nina was worried sick waiting for us to come home)
*Anisah told me that she became an ambassador for Green Peace International camp & meeting from Indonesia in Madagascar for 2 months. Cool, isn't?? and she was also admitted that she's dating her best friend "Magma" ... ('')
September 2008
* Ramadhan 1429 H
* Itikaf (21st) at Masjid Bea Cukai
October 2008
*Aid El Fitr (1st) at Gegesik House with my parents, Ayiz, Teh ayi & A Lano unfortunately Teh Lian, Ka Cahyo, Mas Wino & Ka Meyni couldn't came
* Mba Wella's and Mas Novi Wedding day (11th)
November 2008
* Had a reunion with Shita and Pipit at Grand Indonesia
* Ka Ina and Mas Dimas Wedding day (22st)
* went to Kidzania with Ayiz, A Lano, and Teh Ayi (23nd)
December 2008
* Sasha and Mba Ika visit Jakarta
* Eid Al Adha at Gegesik with Keisha, Ka Meyni, Mas Wino and of course also with mom and dad
* Spent 5 days at Tosiga taking care of Ayiz
* Azka Aqila Anas was born (12th, 07.30 am)
* Keisha visited Azka and Ayiz at Tosiga, here's some picture from that day:
*KEISHA AND AYIZ*
#KEISHA AND AZKA#
* Going shopping with Mba Ika and Makiko Abe at ITC Kuningan all afternoon after that we hang out at Makiko's apartment in Senayan Square (21st)* Gloss photo session with Ka Meyni, Keisha and Teh Lian then we have lunch together.. Look how happy Keisha that day...
*Bought a static bike for daddy at Kettler Grand Indonesia with my sister
Monday, January 5, 2009
Another Year Has Fly
This blog is missed all the things that had happened in 2008 coz now it's already year 2009... Another new year for me but nothing has changed in my little world... still denying the same problem (u know what) up until now... i hate that!! why is it that hard for me to get through it??
Everyone i know is growing up..
1st my brother "Lano, MBA" just has his 2nd child named "Azka Aqila Anas" on december 12th 2008
2nd my sister "Dr. Lian" just 4 semester away to become an anesthesiologist and expecting a baby too (i'll pray for u sis)
3rd my other brother "Wino, ST" also already has a 10 month old baby girl named "Keisha Fatiha Anas"
My dad and my mom's already have 1 grandson and 2 granddaughter and their business is also getting steady..
One of My best friend "Ona, S.Psi" is already on her way to became a psychologist
my other best friend "Nisa, S.Kom" is busy with her Wedding Organizer Team
"Hanifa" is gaining responsibility as a wife and a mother soon (i hope!)
"Shita, S.E" is busy in her office as a marketing planner for Toyota
"Pipit" one step away to become a dentist
"Lusi and Nuy" keep doing their best works...
even the dentist who took care of me yesterday was my senior in high school name "Drg. Reni"
and many more people i knew, my classmates, my relative are growing up everyday.. (i just can say it all here)
but what have i done all that year?? almost nothing constructive.. I'm in a stagnation phase, but for how long??
Sincerely,
-L-
Everyone i know is growing up..
1st my brother "Lano, MBA" just has his 2nd child named "Azka Aqila Anas" on december 12th 2008
2nd my sister "Dr. Lian" just 4 semester away to become an anesthesiologist and expecting a baby too (i'll pray for u sis)
3rd my other brother "Wino, ST" also already has a 10 month old baby girl named "Keisha Fatiha Anas"
My dad and my mom's already have 1 grandson and 2 granddaughter and their business is also getting steady..
One of My best friend "Ona, S.Psi" is already on her way to became a psychologist
my other best friend "Nisa, S.Kom" is busy with her Wedding Organizer Team
"Hanifa" is gaining responsibility as a wife and a mother soon (i hope!)
"Shita, S.E" is busy in her office as a marketing planner for Toyota
"Pipit" one step away to become a dentist
"Lusi and Nuy" keep doing their best works...
even the dentist who took care of me yesterday was my senior in high school name "Drg. Reni"
and many more people i knew, my classmates, my relative are growing up everyday.. (i just can say it all here)
but what have i done all that year?? almost nothing constructive.. I'm in a stagnation phase, but for how long??
Sincerely,
-L-
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